Klystu dar kartą.
Lyg be atminties,
Lyg be proto
Klausytis pavargus.
Niekada nemokėjau.
Ir nieks nemokės
Geriau už mane
Nemokėti.
Klystu. Užauga
Medžiais žolė
Tamsžalė mėlyna.
Šakos pelėdom –
Pilkais bijūnais.
Takas pelėdų
Sergstimas.
Mane pasitinka
Lyg visai nesvetimą.
Lyg atmintį.
Klystu, kur tamsžalės
Akys ir takas
Sapnuoja.
Vandens ar miego
Priplūsta oras
Lyg kibire.
Lyg kūdroj...
Gimstu į erčią.
Aplinkui
Kas žingsnį po šulinį,,
Po pamestą rūbą.
Dar šiltą manim.
Tik šulinio dugnas
Mena, kas buvo,
Tik virpantis kūnas
Mena, kas bus.
Kaskart grįžus Eglė
Čia mylis su Žalčiu.
Paklydus
Namo
Getting Lost
Again getting lost
As if I had no memory
As if was awfully tired
To listen.
I never knew
And know one will know
Better than me
How to not know.
I am getting lost
And the grass grows
To the trees
Dark green-blue.
The branches
With owls grow
Grey peonies.
By owls this path
Is being guarded.
They meet me
As not a stranger.
As a memory.
I am getting lost
To where the green blue
Eyes and path
Are dreaming.
Water or air
Flows and fills up
As in an old pond
Or bucket…
I am being born
To the clearing of forest
Around me
At every step
There is a well
And a lost robe
Still warm with me.
Only the bottom of well
Remembers what’s happened,
A shivering body remembers
What will.
Cause everytime Eglė
Makes love to the Grass-snake*
Lost
To her home.
*This is an allusion to a Lithuanian mythological folk tale Eglė, the queen of serpents or Eglė, the queen of grass-snakes
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